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Running OutYou always tell me youll seriously maim or even kill the people that hurt me
the people that make me sad. You always try to protect me because youre my best friend. Its what were supposed to do for each other.But what if I was the one hurting me? What if it was something deep inside me that was killing me, not someone tangible outside me? Would you still try to kill it?Would you really try to kill the loneliness inside me? Could you? Would you?Some days it doesnt bother me. Others, it feels like its choking me. Im suffocating myself to death something thats not even supposed to be possible.They say that when you choke yourself to death you cant do it. Your body protests and forces you to let go and breathe. But my reflexes must be slow or something because I never do let go. I cant. I dont know if its that I dont know how or
or if I just dont.So let me
No Matter WhatNo matter what I did, no matter what I triedNothing I did was good enough to protect youYou curled up in my arms, crying so hard you shookAnd begged me to make the pain go awayI did my best, but I didnt know howI wanted to make the world disappear for youI wanted to do everything for youIve given you all I have to giveBut it wasnt enough to protect youIm sorry I failed youIm sorry that no matter what I triedSomehow the pain got throughNo matter what I said or didNo matter how far away I took youAll that pain still found a way to reach youWhatever would have made it end, believe me,I would have done it for youI would give you anything if I only had anything left to give youYou have my heart, you know, even if its not the way you want itYoure my whole world, you knowIt broke my heart to see yours shatteredIt hurt even more knowing I couldnt stop itI can never make it go awayI cant erase the pain I startedWhen I